The Day To Day

                I had a great night of sleep yesterday. I don’t know what it was, but I woke up not feeling tired or the need to stay in bed.  Yesterday was a good day overall.  Work went by relatively quickly, talked to some friends/former co-workers, had king taco for dinner, and got ample time to play a video game.  I almost had an anxiety attack though (or what I think was one).  I was becoming restless and couldn’t concentrate for a while, but it eventually went away.  I need to focus today.  I got to get things done and start doing this job.  I am hoping to have a couple of meeting today and get a better idea on how to do things.  I hate the fact that no one is around to talk to.  That’s what I kind of miss.  It’s quiet around here and there isn’t really anyone around me.  Let’s get to work. I have an amendment I need to find. Thanks for listening,

       I usually type into another program before I even log into this blog.  I usually use MS Word to type things out, But today I'm using Notepad.  I think the last time I used notepad was for programming (which was over a decade ago).  I think it was C++.  Perhaps some kind of JavaScript or HTML?   That felt like a lifetime ago.  This morning feels like a lifetime ago.  Whats cool about Notepad is that it will stay one line for an extremely long time (forget how many characters).  So right now on my screen, the notepad window can only see one line, and its going to on til i'm done with this post. The only problem is spelling.  Doesn't tell me if something is spelled wrong, so I'll definitely have to edit a little more then I"m use to.            I'm here at work, with no sign of my manager or supervisor.  No clue whats going on with that, perhaps they are just running late?  ...

Usually self-diagnosable Symptoms include stress that's out of proportion to the impact of the event, inability to set aside a worry, and restlessness. People may experience: Whole body:  fatigue, restlessness, or sweating Behavioral:  hypervigilance or irritability Cognitive:  racing thoughts or unwanted thoughts Also common:  anxiety, excessive worry, fear, feeling of impending doom, insomnia, nausea, poor concentration, sensation of an abnormal heartbeat, or trembling Consult a doctor for medical advice Sources:  Mayo Clinic and others.  I looked up symptoms for anxiety yesterday and this I what it showed me.  I hate self-diagnosable crap.  I’m not Dr. and neither is google.  I do not have the ability to do so.  But after saying that, I can say right now, I felt just about all these experienced within the last week or so.  Except for Impending doom, that sounds way too dramatic for my taste.  Let’s j...