I Got No Subject

       I usually type into another program before I even log into this blog.  I usually use MS Word to type things out, But today I'm using Notepad.  I think the last time I used notepad was for programming (which was over a decade ago).  I think it was C++.  Perhaps some kind of JavaScript or HTML?   That felt like a lifetime ago.  This morning feels like a lifetime ago.  Whats cool about Notepad is that it will stay one line for an extremely long time (forget how many characters).  So right now on my screen, the notepad window can only see one line, and its going to on til i'm done with this post. The only problem is spelling.  Doesn't tell me if something is spelled wrong, so I'll definitely have to edit a little more then I"m use to.  

         I'm here at work, with no sign of my manager or supervisor.  No clue whats going on with that, perhaps they are just running late?  Either way, there are a few things I can get done.  I had a nice walk this morning to work from the gold line.  I got too sweaty half way though though.  I hate that.   Takes me too long to cool down and stop.  One of the cons for being fat I guess.  I'm not sure what I am suppose to be doing today, but there are a few things I can get done and there is no real reason for me to not get them done today.  I also can do a little bit of studying to understand a certain project better.  So I got that going I guess.  Yesterday was more productive than normal.  We went grocery shopping, figured out what we are taking for lunch this week (today is salad),  and I shaved for once.  Today wasn't that hard to wake up to.  I'll take this as a good sign.  I better get started.

Till next time,
  Thank for listening.

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