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I need to find a good book to read.  Any suggestion out there?  I was thinking of continuing the Dan Brown Series with Character Robert Langdon.  , I read  up to The Lost Symbol, Still need to read Inferno.  And I think another book is coming out next year.  I didn't go watch the movie cause I still need to read the book.  Ah well. Anyway, I couldn't get anything done yesterday at work.  I couldn't focus and I just wanted to hide under my desk and go to some kind of La La Land.  I couldn't though, even if I did hide under my desk.  My mind was racing too much, and too many things for me to handle.  I shut down once 4 o clock hit yesterday.  I couldn't really talk to my wife about it because she knows i'm just acting stupid.  I guess I know deep down inside its true.  I'm conflicted, as always. Well, Today I have something that needs to be done by noon.  I guess I should get to it. Thanks for listening.

Keeping my Eyes Open

I know I don't have much to say anymore.  I use to have things to say.  Things I thought important, but I guess as I get older, I realized a lot of it was just a bunch of self loathing cry for attention.  Of course, I am my own worst critic and perhaps I am cutting myself short.... Nah, I doubt that. Anyway,  I dealt with a huge pain in my hip all weekend.  I thought it was my lower back at first, then i realized it was mainly on my right side and in my hip area.  I know I hurt it years ago.  I'm not sure how, Dr. said I sprang it somehow.  Perhaps I have and it hasn't really healed?  Wouldn't of  lasted years if it was a sprung it, so i'm thinking there is a little more to it than that.  I woke up this morning though and it feels fine, almost normal, but I feel some pain lingering. My wife asked me to schedule her for a dental appointment today.  I never looked forward to the dentist.  I just want a cleaning and I en...