I spend the last hour and a half on my phone.  Playing a game.  I should be working on something, but I didn’t.  My mind didn’t really wonder or worry, just played my game, and tried not to fall asleep.  Tried to look at different articles on yahoo.com.  All bad news and how good celebrities look in their bikinis.  Perhaps that’s all celebrities are good for now and days.  Although I did read an article of a black woman explaining what white privilege is.  I thought it was pretty interesting.  .  I’m getting a little frustrated with my keyboard.  The “S” key keeps getting stuck.  I’m also listening to a track called budding trees by Nahko and Medicine for the People.  It wasn’t a bad track.  Now someone called the Avett Brothers are on.  I don’t know who they are. 
                The weekend was busy in a good way.  Went to medieval time for the first time and I enjoyed it.  Also went to watch Ghostbusters and wonder why everyone was so angry about it. I had fun watching it.  I get to go somewhere else other than here tomorrow, so that should be interesting at least.  I guess I’ll find out.

Thank for listening.

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